Hey guys. Im back with a new posts.. Well prayers did answered my call (,: So yeah we did patch. But the sistership is kinda shakey still.... I will first start with last time while i was still in sec 1. Indeed i admit i don't good memories and even memories i would like to rmb from primary school. I have only just a few friends, ppl hated me for who my attitude, ppl spread rumours abt me , ppl backstab me,betray me , used me and after they reached what they want they throw me aside like rubbish. When i was about going to graduate from p6, i kept on thinking positive i keep telling myself that i am going out from hell.... after getting my results i went to a school that i would not be able to see them.... There were many moments i felt a pathetic loner and just a tool to many ppl..... So yeah i decided to change myself so that was when i met perlyn in pyss.... But i am still the same time. Sometimes i felt that i'm still a tool to her as she had her bff with her then.... Im like a total extra cos im afraid if i get too close to her her best friend would hate me and say im stealing her... I WAS EFFING STILL THE SAME. i cnt keep secrets... And sometimes i really felt a true loner when im in pyss during jan-march. And i rmb that one time perlyn was damn angry with me and was like "SHUT THE FCK UP. WTF. That's why i dont wanna tell u. I hate u!" this was thru sms but i felt like bursting into tears at that time....I totally felt like a bitch. So yeah after a few more incidents, i went with this girl, yoko. In fact, i felt that i really did wrong to her.... SHE'S a nice girl.... A very fine girl till she met her bf. No offence yoko, but if u happen to read this i have to admit i really dislike ur bf i know he dislike me too. But srsly i cnt stand him. But since he is ur choice last long then...Im sure u also dislike me too yeah.... But i would really like to say... yes sorry i have my wrongs too. i admit i talk bad about u but is bcos there are some things abt u i dont like thats y.... Im afraid if i say it infront of u u would be hurt. Plus i trusted u thats y i told u my secrets but in the end everybody knew it. idk whether is u or not becos i only told u and perlyn. But perlyn would not say srsly she has been with me like all the time but im not with u...
Thats y i dare not tell u my secrets but i did kept secrets of urs.
SRSLY i swear. I DID NOT SPREAD YEAH. but i heard from others saying i
dumped u after i patched with perlyn but pls..... U did not really go
out with me after u were with him and u always went on date with him
alone... Im like..... wth. but sooner or ltr i patch with perlyn and u
went with him. FAIR isnt it? Im not a heartless person.... Though i aint
close with u but u r a nice girl. (: Thx for the memories girl (: WELL
back to the topic, and also perlyn i hope u r reading this yo. Girl,
sorry if i left u alone ok. I already cut down talking to cash already
but we r just only good friends k.Hope youh r not jealous..... Sowwie
anyway.... Urm and also rmb we r going on a date this sunday ok?
Tampines <3 Haish.... Life is totally unfair... there are words u
dare not to say, betrayers that stab u from behind, fake friends who
leave u at ur darkest hours and also use u as tools. I will changes in
fact i did.... Haters can just get a life of theirs.. Ur comments arent
needed. I aint born for u to judge neither to please youh. Bye.
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